So, I am not one to broadcast my life on the interwebbs. Never wanted an audience. Oh, there was the occasional drunk post or maybe if I was really mad at something, but not often (for the internet at least). I’m not saying I wasn’t either two of those things most of the time, drunk or mad.
I feel the world should share in some of what is going on in my life. There is plenty…I can share. I am in the middle of a divorce. Yeah, it’s been totally awesome. It’s really all I could hope it could be. Just like the rest of the last 16 years.
Wasted. Yes, wasted is is a perfect description but using that term discounts the very few things that came out of it. Few? Well…really only one thing. I digress.
The low down…married for the last ten years, together for six prior. Sixteen years. Shit. What took so long? Stupidity, complacency, punishment? Probably a lot more than that. Yes, a lot more than that. Consider it just the beginning.
It has been an incredibly tumultuous relationship. I have learned so many things. I can take a punch like nobodies business. I’m pretty sure that I’ve had more concussions than the high school footballer. Hell…maybe even college? Bruises, scrapes, broken ribs…whatever. He loved me. Who knew love would hurt so fucking much?
Papers are filed and just waiting on signatures. Separated…but not really.
I have call reject going on but the texts NEVER stop. High. Low. Crazy. Yeah…just plain crazy.
This is what I will share, texts!